Hannah Ilagan is a Criminology, Law, and Society major and International Studies minor attending UCI. At the beginning of the pandemic, she was a second year living in the Middle Earth dorms, but moved back home to Santa Clarita after the evacuation notice, she moved back home to Santa Clarita. She was later able to move closer to campus and continues to be involved with the cultural organization Kababayan and the Associated Students at UCI. Though her career interests lie in the field of Social Ecology, she enjoys expressing her emotions and thoughts through digital and fine arts. She created a digital mini book to capture the common emotions, experiences, and thoughts people have experienced throughout the pandemic. Hannah asked her friends to write down emotions that represented their past year, and based her artwork off those emotions. She hopes that viewers can sense the emotions in the artwork and find themselves interpreting these pieces as it relates to their experience during this COVID-19 pandemic.

The first piece is titled “Connection.” My first friend listed “grey, orange, red, violet, and yellow” as her five colors. She wrote “anxiousness, appreciation, and longing” as her three representative emotions, and included “stress, loss of connection, reflection, gloomy, and gratitude” as other keywords that come to mind when thinking about this past year. Through this piece, I tried to incorporate the more vivid colors in the center, with grey and black seeping in from the corners. At the bottom of the page, a hand is reaching out towards the colorful landscape. Unlike the hand at the top, its color is more faded and messily shaded to represent the negative emotions. Both hands are reaching towards each other to represent connection, not just between the person’s sadder state and happier state, but also between themselves and the world.

The final piece is based on my emotions and experiences during the pandemic. It’s titled “Falling” and depicts a girl falling through space. I drew inspiration from the colors black, blue, purple, green and yellow, focusing on the emotions “lost,” “confused,” and “scared,” as well as the keywords “self-discovery” and “rebirth.”