Interview with UCI Graduate by Jessica Perez, Fall 2020

Jessica Perez interviewed her friend Marlissa Davis, a recent UCI graduate who majored in English with a minor in African American Studies. In her interview, Marlissa talked about her living situation during the pandemic, shared a memory of her birthday celebration, and offered words of advice for people “in the distant future” who live after the pandemic.

Marlissa Davis: Prior to the pandemic I was living with three other roommates, and I had planned to maybe continue my education into summer at a faraway school at UCLA. So I would have had to find a new apartment to live at, at LA [Los Angeles]. So, that was what was happening in my mind before the pandemic, but then once we realized that the pandemic was a real life thing and that people were getting very ill and that this is not something that you can really ignore or choose to not be part of, me and my roommates decided to dissolve our rental agreement, and I’m actually pretty, pretty glad we did, because a lot of UCI students got stuck in an expensive rent agreement that didn’t really make sense because we weren’t allowed to go to school. So we dissolved our rental agreement and we kind of made that decision in like I wanna say maybe one to two hours. So that was like really (sighs) hard to get used to cause I lived with the same three people for I wanna say almost four years.

Jessica Perez: Is there anything you want to say to people who aren’t currently living through the COVID-19 pandemic, people in the distant future?

Marlissa Davis: I would just say that you need to pay attention to what is happening in your country, both on a local, and federal level… or maybe become more involved with your community, and pay more closer, pay closer attention to the people that are in charge. These are such general words but I feel like a lot of people were not shocked at how this disease disproportionately affects working class people or people of color, because those people already did not have access to hospitals or did not have access to that to the same empathy that would be afforded a white person at a nurse or hospital, at a nurse or hospital, at a hospital by a particular nurse… This world and the lives that we live are only afforded to us because of our social class, or because of our skin tone, or our ethnicity, or the place where we live, or the job that we’re at, or the money that we make.

Photographs by Yuange Zhou, Fall 2020

Psychological Science and Economics major and international student Yuange Zhou collected photographs to accompany her field diary. Here are a couple photos she captured for one of her field notes, “COVID-19 Pandemic Experience in California.”

“My quarantine anniversary candlelight dinner,” October 20th, 2020

As the epidemic situation in California began to lose control along with the “BLM” protest, most of my professors sent us e-mails about their concerns and course changes during the final week of last winter quarter and they decided to cancel final exams, adjust grading scales and policies. Many students around me also started to rumor about our entire Spring quarter would be implemented remotely—which became true, I did spend my 10 weeks of Spring quarter by quarantining myself and minimizing times of going out to public areas.

“My cat, Connor,” October 20th, 2020

I also had a very difficult time making myself and my cat, Connor, back to China. The regulations of civic flights between China and the U.S. changed rapidly during June, and even with a valid flight ticket, one was not allowed to board without a 14-day self-report of health conditions. For Connor, Chinese airlines have forbidden cats on their flight (but dogs are okay, why?), so I had to book him a flight from Los Angeles to Hong Kong, which worried me a lot at that time. Now, both Connor and I are in China in perfect health, and I donated most of my clothing and furniture to charities and my friends. I am also taking remote instruction well here, but I feel very regretful that I cannot take my graduation photos back on campus.

Yuange Zhou’s Field Diary, Fall 2020

Right now, I genuinely wish to defeat COVID-19 and stop such social injustice by recording and spreading my experiences, and feelings to others.

Yuange Zhou is a senior at UC Irvine who is majoring in Psychological Science and Economics. As an international student, Yuange self-quarantined herself at her apartment homes during the pandemic outbreak in California from March to late June, accompanied by her cat, Connor. In the summer of 2020, she flew back to China. Yuange Zhou personal experiences and reflections capture poignant moments during both Chinese and American history. She hopes to share her stories and insights as a foreigner in the U.S. to encourage others during the pandemic.            

As international students at UC Irvine, most of us had to take the flight back to home counties before the fall quarter because our F-1 Visa forbids us to stay in the U.S when all our courses are taking place remotely. Also, according to the Chinese Epidemic Prevention Department, all international travelers have to take two nucleic acid tests and a 14-day quarantine session at assigned hotels once they arrive in China during the COVID-19 pandemic season. However, thanks to the Chinese Epidemic Prevention Department and all these safety measures it implemented, most people in China returned to their normal life to a huge degree. For instance, except wearing face covers in public areas, we are able to take all the public transportations, eat in restaurants, and watch movies in cinemas without worrying too much about getting infected.

Zhou, October 14th, 2020, “Hang out with a friend who recently came out from a 14-day quarantine”

When the COVID-19 first spread in the United States and Europe, there was much news reported about Asians assaulted in the public because of their race and appearance. Those attackers may not even know the people they just attacked—attackers only did this because they believed Asian people were the cause of COVID-19 transmission… Right now, I genuinely wish to defeat COVID-19 and stop such social injustice by recording and spreading my experiences, and feelings to others.

Zhou, November 13th, 2020, “Social Justice Issue”

From my personal experiences, I would say a remote interview is extremely awkward and may fail to represent the real characteristics and qualities of the applicants. During an in-person interview, the interviewer has the chance to observe more details of the applicant directly, for instance, body movements, facial expressions, personal manner, and his/her strain capacity when facing an unexpected question. During a remote interview, both the interviewer and the applicant only show their face to the camera, which cuts down the sense of being in a formal interview to a great degree. During a few of my job interviews, the interviewers did not even turn on their cameras, so I had no clue how the people behind the screen were like, and I completely felt those interviews lack interactions, which might become a disadvantage for some applicants.

Zhou, December 1st, 2020, “Job Interview during the pandemic”

Memes by Angel Torres-Davalos

As part of his project, Angel submitted original memes posted to the Zotmeme.jpg Facebook group page. The two memes reference how UCI, in the effort to prevent spread of COVID-19, sent out daily symptom monitoring emails and replaced in-person social gatherings with virtual events.

Photographs by Vanessa Avalos, Fall 2020

These are just a couple photographs from the collection Vanessa Avalos submitted to the archive, capturing the sunset at UCI and a Black Lives Matter protest in Santa Ana.

“An Empty Lot” May 14th, 2020 

I remember taking this photo at 8 p.m. on an afternoon my boyfriend and I decided to visit an empty UC Irvine. This was the last time I stepped foot on campus. We took the elevator to the top of the Social Sciences Parking Structure and admired the sunset. I look down and see a rare sight: no cars in the lot. I remember thinking to myself how I didn’t know when I would ever go back to in person lecture, walk down to the Zot-n-Go, or browse through the Hill. I felt sad that after waiting two years for transfer, I really only had less than a year of the full college experience at UCI. You can faintly see the Target at University Town Center, where many students still go to get ShareTea or groceries from Trader Joe’s. I’m happy I got to see a beautiful sunset over Irvine that night.

“Say His Name” June 29th, 2020

I took this picture on June 29th, 2020 at around 8:00 p.m. while me and a crowd shouted “No justice, no peace” in solidarity with the black community. We had walked about an hour at this point and I remember feeling very sweaty under my mask. My friend Johana created her own little sign that says “Say His Name”. It was a very last minute project but she was happy to have something to hold up. The poster in the back says “And the trees were all kept equal by hatchet, axe, and saw.” These are lyrics from a song called Trees by a band called Rush. The song emphasizes the need for equality in an unrestful forest—the forest being society. I remember thinking it was a very fitting lyric and one I hadn’t seen in protests before that day. We marched through blocks in Santa Ana that night, shouting peacefully for the Black Lives Matter movement. There were other nights like this but this one was most memorable because it was in the city I was born and raised in.

Alice Myung’s Field Diary, Fall 2020

“With a physical artform such as dance, I have realized how critical it is to share and exchange energy with each other, to pull inspiration from one another and facilitate an unspoken means of communication through our bodily craft.”

Alice Myung is a fourth-year student double-majoring in Dance at the Claire Trevor School of the Arts, and Psychological Sciences under the School of Social Ecology. She is also an Assistant Artistic Director for a Kaba Modern, a dance team located in Irvine, California. Kaba Modern is a hip hop dance organization founded in 1992 by Arnel Calvario, as an extension of the cultural Filipinx cultural and heritage club called Kababayan. After her undergraduate studies, Alice plans to attend graduate school for Occupational Therapy, utilizing movement and health care/rehabilitative services to serve communities while pursuing her passions.

Outside of this Zoom call and speaking more generally in terms of practice rehearsals online, something that I’ve observed throughout the course of my directorship this year was that learning to direct and conduct Zoom dance practices over online modalities is a big challenge for me as a leader, as it is difficult to receive feedback and engagement from our members when we are not existing in the same physical space. With a physical artform such as dance, I have realized how critical it is to share and exchange energy with each other, to pull inspiration from one another and facilitate an unspoken means of communication through our bodily craft. I am very excited to share the same space again with these dancers after this COVID-19 pandemic, and I look forward to rekindling a new passion for dance and this family when we meet in person again.

Myung, September 2020, “To New Beginnings”

It was very difficult to adapt to living at home – all of my obligations felt purposeless because I felt a sense of detachment from the world and almost equivalent to nonexistence. I slowly worked to build up routines that made it easier to get by day to day at home. I’ve grown to love it now and have developed a sense of peace with living at home, introspecting, and enjoying the unique time I have at home with family and my roommates.

Myung, December 2020, “Living at Home”

Isaac Gilbert Rubalcava’s Field Diary, Fall 2020

“I hope that we beat this invisible foe now!”

Isaac wrote a field diary based on observations of his neighborhood, a construction site, a baby shower, a park, and other elements of daily life during the COVID-19 pandemic. The field diary also includes a reflection on the passing of Associate Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg on September 18, 2020, and Amy Coney Barrett’s confirmation to the Supreme Court.

I am kept animated by the fact that one day we will return to our collective normal. Do not confuse my hope for compliance. The normal we long for remains a system plagued with flaws. Sadly, as of today 216,000 Americans have lost the battle against COVID-19. I hope that we beat this invisible foe now!

Rubalcava, October 15th, 2020, “Stalled Construction Site”

By the will of the American People, there will be a new president on January 20, 2021 at 12:01 pm. These past years, especially this year, have drained my American pride and hope.

Rubalcava, November 2020, “A Newly Conservative Supreme Court”

Usually, my younger brother (also an undergraduate at UC IRVINE) and I usually turn to my father for haircuts: he insists on doing it for free instead of visiting a barber. With the pandemic raging, we no longer have a choice. However, in this pandemic my mother and younger sister have decided to try out the DIY haircuts for themselves. Today, my sister took up the challenge. For my father it was his first long-hair operation. After several online tutorials, we gathered outside for the moment. Outside of our daily remote work and school, a haircut can be a big deal…

My sister, describes the experience as an ‘exciting risk.’ She quotes the sound of the clippers as ‘zzzzzpzzpzpz’ and sounding as if they were ‘chewing’ through her hair. The result was brilliant! My father went the extra mile to fix the ends and ensure everything was even. You could tell from their smiles that they were both proud and happy. In fact, he also dyed her hair a deep auburn color same day. We usually joke that for an Account Manager my father has many other practical skills. He really does.

Rubalcava, November 13th, 2020, “D.I.Y. Haircuts”

Interviews with UCI seniors, by Vanessa Avalos, Fall 2020

For her project, Vanessa Avalos interviewed UCI seniors Katie Zumwalt and Lizeth Cintora. The phone call interview with Katie took place on November 30th, 2020, with Vanessa in Santa Ana, and Katie in Sacramento. Katie described her initial reaction to COVID-19, the affects of the pandemic on her education and mental health, the cancellation of UCDC (a program that allows UC students to study and work in Washington, DC), and her gratitude for her job and family.

Vanessa Avalos: Can you describe how you first reacted when COVID-19 quarantine began back in March?
Katie Zumwalt: At first we kind of thought it was a joke a little bit cause I lived in a house full of people—college kids—and we were like wow like this can’t be actually happening. And then you know once they started closing things at school and whatnot it became real. And then we went into panic mode. Especially when everyone was trying to get toilet paper and stuff. (laughs) So it got a little real at the beginning which was a little scary.

Vanessa interviewed Lizeth on December 2nd, 2020. Lizeth is a Criminology, Law, and Society major who has lived in Irvine for a year and a half. In her interview, Lizeth discussed balancing asynchronous learning responsibilities, her thoughts on people not taking COVID-19 seriously, and her feelings on the death of George Floyd.

Lizeth Cintora: I thought it was only going to last like a couple of weeks. I thought like by Spring quarter we’d be back or at least like halfway through and then I realized how serious it was, and I was just hoping for Fall but that didn’t happen either.
Vanessa Avalos: Yeah. I feel like when it first started a lot of people were
like—especially like in social media, a lot of people were like oh if we stay home this will be over by summer.

Photograph by Joshua Agerton, Fall 2020

Joshua is a a fourth-year Criminology, Law, and Society student. He photographed a collection of masks he had worn over the year and wrote about the significance of each mask.

“A Mask for Every Occasion,” November 26th, 2020

This picture displays several of the masks that I have worn throughout the year. I ordered the mask based on the order in which I received them, with the masks in bags being received at about the same time. The mask on the left is a homemade mask that was given to me from one of my mother’s friends. It consists of two overlapping cloths and a gap on the top that allows me to place a filter between the cloths. I use this mask in particular whenever I leave the house and interact with people in public. The more casual circumstances that I wear this mask in have led me to refer to it as my “casual mask.” I used my casual mask during the month-long household quarantine that I was in until I receive the next set of masks. I received the masks depicted in the bags during that same quarantine from my grandparents through the mail. The lower mask in the bag with the initials “JA” was the N95 mask that I wore the most during the household quarantine. When I began wearing the mask, it felt tight and filtered the air within the mask with a fragrance that I grew to disdain, because I began to associate it with the quarantine. I recall having particular difficulties putting the mask on due to the straps that I had never previously encountered. As time passed throughout the household quarantine, I began to notice the scent less and the mask itself began to fit better, because the elastic within the straps began to stretch more to fit my head. I had grown accustomed to putting on the mask whenever I left my room for any reason and even grew fond of the mask until the household quarantine was over. The masks within the bag above the N95 mask were sent near the end of our quarantine and remain currently unused. The mask on the far right is the Harry Potter themed mask that I wore on the day before Halloween for a community event and on the day of Halloween itself. I was unfamiliar with this type of mask and realized that I preferred masks with straps. With the exception of the bagged masks at the top of the image, each mask was used in vastly different circumstances and are associated with distinct memories that I have had from the beginning of the year to the months approaching the year’s end.

Field Diary by Joshua Agerton, Fall 2020

Joshua is a a fourth-year Criminology, Law, and Society student. You can read the abstract for his field diary below, as well as select quotes and excerpts.

Abstract: The Field Diary acts as a record of my personal experiences throughout the COVID-19 pandemic. The first entry of the diary depicts my time during a household quarantine that lasted about four weeks. I explain how my parents and I responded to both of their COVID tests returning positive, specifically discussing the rules that we set and how the event changed our view of the coronavirus from a distant problem to an immediate threat. A majority of the other entries describe my experiences with celebrating holidays during the pandemic. Specifically, I discuss how my family celebrated the Fourth of July, Halloween, and Thanksgiving. I also describe my experience with the election during the pandemic. A continuous topic throughout each entry is the reactions that I observed from my family members and friends as well as myself. In this regard, comparisons are drawn among the reactions that I observed from my relatives, my close friends, myself, and occasionally the public reaction as I perceived it. The final entries, specifically entries seven and eight, involve my perception of possible future events and comparisons between the holiday season from 2019 to the holiday season of 2020. Ultimately, the entries each act as descriptions of how the pandemic directly or indirectly affected my life as well as the lives of those with whom I am familiar.

Keywords: field diary, pandemic, quarantine, holiday

Throughout the pandemic, holidays had always been a concern, especially in regards to family gatherings. The Fourth of July, for example, acted as a form of test for many people in my hometown of Bakersfield. We were all uncertain as to how we should celebrate while ensuring that none of us would contract COVID at the celebration.

Agerton, December 2020, Entry 2

Tonight, I was verbally able to speak to my friends first the first time since late October due to an increased amount of schoolwork as well as our inability to meet in person.

Agerton, December 2nd, 2020, Entry 7

I took a brief break from my work late in the day and watched some of the live recordings of the musicians’ performances. I enjoyed watching the musicians’ each masterfully play their instruments while shouting to the crowd to raise their excitement. In one particular video, the New York City skyline was visible across a body of water. I watched the packed crowd cheer and dance while listening to the upbeat music and began to feel excited as well. The video reminded me of a time when a packed crowd was common, especially near a populace city like New York. I thought about how I wished I could have been there, even before the pandemic began.

Agerton, December 8th, 2020, Entry 8