In the interest of my complicated confusion, I will try to be brief.
In response to the question “What is your ethnicity?” Justin Hicks responded “I identify as American”. Here are my thoughts
The US American ideal is equality; equality in the eyes of the law, the documents ordaining this nation and in any other remotely complicated venue that needs clarification of treatment, the ideal is EQUAL. However, the practice is anything but.
I choose to engage this statement as one of hope. A claim to what the future could be if indeed we were a society who lived through our ideals. Hicks explained that his race – he’s African-American – has never played a factor in his life and that “this racial language only serves to further divide us”. I hear the dream. The dream that you, Justin, as a Black man are not judged by your pigment but instead by the immaculate assimilation you have undergone to accept the values and customs that have oppressed so many others who share your hue. I hear the cry of someone who wants to ignore the pain, guilt and shame of carrying a darker skin in a society where “white is right”. I hear the conditioning of someone who never had to question their place because they were accepted by others seem to think that the race was a factor in that acceptance.
Hicks’ statements echo that of others who have not had the lived experiences or introspection of being Black in the States. The ignorance is truly his own blissful detriment, because it eliminates the capability of understanding an incredibly rich amount information that SHOULD be used to inform decisions. I reckon the responsibility of one who claims public service is to be a vocal representation of the folks unable (or unwilling but not incapable) to use their own voice, time and intellect to advocate for their best interests. In this noble venture, how could one really have the audacity to claim to be or not to be anything? The task does not hinge on what YOU are but on who you represent. It is my understanding that Hicks is but a mouthpiece for the constituency of which he represents, inclusive of all folks, not just those who share conservative values. If this cavalier dismissal of responsibility is what it means to be ethnically US American, then I will eagerly accept that he is in a category all his own.
A little historical perspective
The Missouri Compromise of 1820 was a tangible legislative tension over the issue of slavery and its expansion. To claim that US America is a society of meritocracy and not of racial subjugation erases the history of this nation and sects of people (who were murdered/erased, enslaved, dehumanized in ways unimaginable). This nation is one that bleeds with fractured logic of personhood and worthiness. The timing of this statement “I identify as American” only affirms the ruthlessness through which this nation has been able to claim success. The argument is not on the basis of the ideal but on the heels of timing. The US is not yet a united front who have figured out how to deliver life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness to all, the US has fallen short of the spirit of freedom under which the founding documents were written, because the documents were short sighted and exclusive of the reconciliation of the crimes being committed in the name of “FREEDOM”. The language and fortitude for fight were not yet born, but the selfishness that enveloped the authors birthed a loophole. And it is through that hole that the light shines. Hope lives in the light.
The call to action
I enjoy believing that folks are trying to do the best they can with the information they have at the time. Sometimes they fall short and in that humbling moment there are an avalanche of options. My hope is that folks try to choose the option that brings humanity closer to the people we want to be.
I realize, as I am writing, that the statement is riddled with flaws and assumptions that who “you” want to be is someone who is both respected and whose ideals benefit others. I understand the division of ideal includes success for some and oppression for others, but it doesn’t actually have to function from a deficit lens, there is enough. A politics of ubuntu elevates this theory.
I am saddened by the language in which we choose engage each other, the desperation for attention (read: acceptance or community) has turned our most powerful tool into weaponry without much consideration or thoughtfulness… but there is time to choose a detour this road and walk another.